love rain

“It took me three seconds to love someone for the first time, but to stop loving someone, it was impossible in just three seconds.”

this quotes is so truee.... its only take less than a minute to fall in love but to fall out love with someone it takes more than you lifetime.....

ok, pada hari Ahad bersamaan dengan 15 April 2012, aku menonton drama terbaru jks yang bertajuk "love rain"..............

the truth

straight to the point.. bla bla bla bla...

what bla bla bla bla???

answer = she scared if i wait for her...

bla bla bla bla....

translate= why are you scared? i'm not a paroid , stalker guy(a little bit) or maybe a psycho guy T..T

ok...Heart to Heart....

inside of my heart, theres only you... (the most honest answer in the world.. i you dont believe, you can use a lie detector...lol)

but the ugly truth is..... ko takut aku tunggu ko?

why????

why???

you dont have to be scared...
even this one sides loves, im oledi glad....
i chose this path...
this idiot path which is to waits for you...

aku tak pernah paksa ko...
so jgn rasa bersalah k.... :D


everyday i ask myself...
should i wait????
the answer left me with no option but to say YES...

why do i wait??
for me the answer is you....

p.s: jika kau maw aku melupakan kaw, i want you to tell me directly that stop waiting from me... its better than u use indirect answer like you dont ready for love and bla bla bla...
JUST SAY U DONT LOVE ME BAH.. DONT USE DOUBLE MEANING THAT WILL LEAD ME WITH ANOTHER HOPE...

im fine if u said you dont love me... at least you giving me you;re honest answer rite???

if you say so, i will disappear from you life forever...

21tahun

salam...

hari ni adalah hari ke-21 tahun aku lahir di dunia yang fana ni...
terharu dan amat bersyukur kepada Allah S.W.T kerana memanjangkan umur aku...
bsempena dgn hari ni, aku harap perangai aku boleh berubah..
dari naif ke matang, dari dosa ke pahala, dari jahat ke bait... dari mungkar ke makruf.. amin....

that man

This is wat i trying to say to her within these few years..hope she's understand


One man loves you
That man loves you with all his heart
Everyday like a shadow he follows you around
When that man smiles he is crying on the inside

How much longer
Do I have to just look at you alone
This love like the wind
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

That man is very shy
So he learned how to laugh
There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends
That man's heart is full of scars

So that man
Loved you because you were the same
Just another fool
Just another fool
Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
Every day inside...Inside his heart...He shouted and
That man is by your side again today

Do you know that I'm that man?
You wouldn't act this way if you knew
You wouldn't know because you're a fool

How much longer
Do I have to look at you like this alone?
This stupid love
This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me
come a little bit closer
Just a little bit
If I take one step forward you take two steps back
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side
That man is crying

lelaki penuh maruah...

untuk minggu ni, aku berjaya menghabiskan drama "Run Mackarel Run". Walaupun ending nya aku xbrp suka, tp overall draman nya memang best...

Ada satu drama yang baru ditayangkan kat Sbs Channel, iaitu, "Glory Days". Aku baru je tengok first episode, not bad... Plot cerita tu interesting...ada campuran adegan2 baseball...kalo nak tau lebih lanjut, korang tengok la sendiri yer....Yang pasti awek city hunter, Park Min Young yang jadi heroin..hehehehe..

suatu hari di hari raya....

Pada hari Isnin. bersamaan dgn 7/11/11,

First time aku bgn awal, pukul 5:30 pagi, maklum la , nak ambik kawan kat Airport...

So, lepas ambik kawan aku (bukan nama sebenar) bersamaan dgn jam 8:00 a.m, aku bawak dya lepak kat rumah aku... and then pada jam 11.00 a.m. baru la kami pi jalan2 cari makai...

k, apa yang pelik nya ingin aku ceritaian kat korang, hari ni aku pergi tengok wayang(pelik kan??)

tajuknya "the Cat".... mula2 aku xprasan la kat poster tu, yang aku tau tu cerita seram...(aku g tengok pun sbb abg aka oppa/hyung aku paksa....) wow, Park min young aka Bear Nana yang belakon...cewek si lee min ho tu...aku pun apa lagi..begegas la masuk ke dalam hall wayang tu...(KONONnya xsbr nak tgk si Bear Na na ni...)

apa yang berlaku.... aku T.u.T.u.P mata je time cerita ni ditayang kan..ye lah kan... dah la aku ni Anti kat Kucing..suka sepak2 kaum ni, sekali tgk film ni Meremang bulu2 aku...hahaha...

dalam hati aku berkata kesian tgk Park min young...(ye lah kan..biasa nya, City Hunter yg slmtkan dya..hahaha)

disebabkan aku tutup mata, so, aku hanya lihat 1/5 dari scene tu ja yang aku ingat....(aku menjerit mcm perempuan kat hall..)hahaha...

muka ganas BEAR NANA

scene budak ni memang menyeramkan...i hate you!!!

PLOT

So-Yeon (Park Min-Young) suffers from claustrophobia due to a traumatic incident that occurred to her as a child. So-Yeon is still treated for her condition to this day. She works as a groomer at a pet shop. One day, a cat named Bidanyi comes into the store. The next day, the owner of Bidanyi is found dead in an elevator. So-Yeon, by request from police officer Joon-Suk , takes the cat home. Shortly later, So-Yeon starts to see a mysterious young girl. She becomes more frightened. Then, So-Yeon's good friend Bo-Hee (Shin Da-Eun) is found dead. Near Bo-Hee, there is a cat which Bo-Hee recently adopted from an animal shelter. So-Yeon now fears for her own life. So-Yeon and Joon-Suk investigate deeper into the mysterious case. There is a hidden story related to the cats ..

overall, movie ni not bad, as long korang sukakan horror movie dan takde penyakit jantung...haha...

p.s:gmbr memang seram..tp yang lebih seram pasal kucing tu je...ARRGGHHH T..T

raya, raya & raya

Tarikh 6/11/2011 memang cukup bermakna bagi semua umat islam di seluruh negara... Tarikh ini merupakan semua umat Islam Hari Raya Qurban... kalo korang pernah baca kisah Nabi Ibrahim A.S, maka korang tahulah betapa besarnya pengorbanan beliau pada ketika itu....

time raya ni, aku xsmpt nak g solat sunat kat masjid.... (salah aku sendiri, sbb tido, tido, tido)...

tak banyak yang aku lakukan pada hari ni, just kami sekeluarga pergi menziarahi nenek aku di kampung ja... upacara menyebelih lembu2 pun xsmpt..:(

p.s: kalo baca kisah2 nabi2 dan rasul2, kita akan memperolehi banyak pengajaran dan keinsafan... Selamat beramal... :)

Geun Suk Gonna Be ur Pet...

CAST

§ Kim Ha-Neul - Ji-Eun

§ Jang Geun-Suk - In-Ho

§ Kang Ha-Neul - Young-Soo

§ Jung Yoo-Mi - Lee Young-Eun

§ Kang Hae-In - Kim Mi-Sung

Tajuk di atas aku kasi suspen sikit(tak banyak, siket je), So apa kena mengena Jang Geun Suk sama itu Pet???

Ok, for his upcoming Film, Geun Suk akan memainkan peranan utama sebagai BINATANG(tak manis la pulak dibaca...hahaha...) peliharaan seorang wanita yang berumur 30 tahun...aku rasa jadi anjing kot.... So aku pasti la, korang nak tau mcm mane Beliau boleh dijadikan sebagai Binatang??? SAKSIKAN LAH SENDIRI "YOU'RE MY PET"... kalo x silap aku bulan 12 nanti baru keluar...hehehehe

TRIVIA

1. You're my pet ini kalo xsilap aku origanally dari drama japan "kimi wo petto"(best)
2. Film ni sepatutnya ditayangkan tahun lepas, tp disebabkan jadual padat Jang, film ni ditangguhkan...

TRAILER

i will forget you~

I will forget you. Starting today,

I don’t know you. I have never seen you.

We never even walked pass each other.

I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.

I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it...

#When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, i will bear with it.

It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.

I’m just getting used to my changed life.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it.

I will erase everything about you.

I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.

I will forget you. Just like a wound heals…

I will. I will. I will forget you. ;)

kehidupan...

syukur Alhamdulilaah kepada-NYA...kerana telah mengabulkan doa2 aku untuk lepas semua paper...walaupun pointer aku boleh dikatakan kurang memuaskan, tp Siapalah aku untuk merungut??? aku manusia yang senang berpuas hati... dan aku anggap kelulusan aku ini dpat membina semangat aku untuk semester hadapan...:)

k, topik hari ni adalah karma kehidupan...

topik ni kira berkait la dgn result ni..(bukan saje2 nak citer2)

kiranya...kalo korang baik dgn seseorang, dya akan akan baik dgn korang jugak..tp kalo korang buat jahat dgn orang tu, blasannya pun jahat la...

dari segi belajar kat UiTM, tips2 itu la yang aku guna... Kita mesti pandai mengambil hati(bodek pun boleh la) pensyarah...ye lah kan... markah dlm tangan mereka... Rajin2 la volunteer kan diri untuk ambik barang2, tolong2 pensyarah... kalo pensyarah suka, insyallah lulus dalam tangan..

for example: carry mark aku untuk A.O.M hanyalah 18..final pun aku xdapat buat... tp dengan kebaikan yang aku buat dengan pensyarah...chewah..aku boleh lepas..berbanding dengan orang lain...

p.s: dalam mencari ilmu, kita hendaklah rajin merendah diri, jangan jadi bodoh sombong... jika pensyarah kata betul, jangan kata tidak... sbb mereka boleh memebetulkan tidak dan menidakkan yang betul...so , lu pikir la sendiri..Salam...

UPCOMING DRAMA

LOVE IN THE RAIN

main lead(hero): jang geun suk

main lead(heroin) : yoon ah

SYNOPSIS

"Love Rain" depicts a 1970's pure love and a love from the present day ... at the same time. It shows how the offsprings of a previous ill-fated couple, who met in the 1970s, managed to meet and fall in love. Seo In Ha and Kim Yoon Hee, a fine art student who devotes his love to only one woman and a shy, elegant beauty, met and fell in love with each other during college in the 1970s but unfortunately their love was fated to never be. Now in the present 21st century Korea, Seo In Ha's son, Seo Joon (a liberal photographer) meets and falls in with the daughter of Kim Yoon Hee, Yuri, a cheerful and energetic girl whose personality is the opposite of that of her mother's. Will their love for each other keep them together or will they have to face the same fate as their parents...

TRIVIA

1. JANG GEUN SUK CUT HIS LONG HAIR
2. DIRECTOR FOR THIS DRAMA IS THE SAME DIRECTOR WITH WINTER SONATA
3. YOON AH IS A KPOP GIRL GENERATION GROUP

cuti ku, bukan cutimu

update....update...update....

apa yang aku buat time cuti..???

aku pun xtau...byk dihabiskan dengan tido,tido,tido...(jadual yang sangat membosankan..hahaha)

untuk makluman sesape yang membaca blog aku nih, hampir 1 minggu aku bermalam di hospital...

BUKAN AKU YG SAKIT, tp nenek gue... maklum la setelah jari kakinya dipotong(seram), nenek aku masih sukar untuk berjalan dan masih sakit2...

so Sebagai CUCU yang prihatin, aku telah DITUGASKAN(xikhlas..hahaha) oleh family aku untuk menjaga beliau...YE la, xkan nak Biar beliau dok sorang2 kat Hospital... Lagipun nenek aku byk Karenah sedikit berbanding nenek2 orang lain...

Tp yang positif nya,

setiap kali aku bermalam di hospital, aku berjaya untuk membangunkan diri awal pagi... *subuh2 lagi aku sudah bangun..*

P.S:ye lah kan..nenek aku buang air besar awal pagi...sbb tu aku bangun awal...hahahhaa....

k, aku pun malas nak tulis panjang2...ink keyboard aku dah nak habis...hahahha...

ADIOS...

p.s: Nurse di hospital cantik2...wee~

lagu feveret....

Salam satu Malaysia....

hari ni aku nak update blog...(walaupun xtau apa yang nak ku tulis)

Sepanjang kehidupan aku, (hahaha) aku dilahirkan untuk meminati musik(sape xminat music mmg sah la gila...hahaha)

so, aku nak share la lagu2 feveret aku....

Terbahagi kepada banyak pecahan...

ini adalah bagi mengelakkan salah anggap dari sesetengah pihak bahawa aku ni layan only KPOP.... AKU UNIVERSAL, AS LONG MUSIC YANG DIHASILKAN DAPAT MEMBUAT AKU FEELING...hahaha

kalo lagu Malaysia:

1) 6ixth Sense(walaupun vocalist nya indon...)

2) Faizal Tahir(meremang bulu roma aku dgr sora kejantanannya itu..hahaha)

3) Exist(layan)

4)Wing(hampir semua lagu aku layan...korea,korea gak...lagu Rock kapak gua tetap layan beb)

kalo lagu Indon:

1)7 pelangi- ku ukir indah namamu

2)ungu- Cinta dalam hati(sebenarnya semua lagu ungu aku layan)

3)Peter pan(hahaha...aku minat kat lagu nya bukan si vocalist nya...haha)

4) Samson -akhir rasa ini...

5) Dewa - larut

kalo lagu Barat:

1) The Calling - Wherever you will go

2) Busted - Meet you there

3) Mcfly - the heart never lies

4) A.A.R - Straightjacket Feeling

kalo lagu Jpop/Jrock:

1) b'z - ichibu(sountrack buzzerbeat)

2) Kuwata Keisuke - Ashita hareru kana (sountrack proposal daisakusen)

3) Utada Hikaru - First Love (lagu jpop first aku dgr)

4) Kiroro - Mirae

5) YUI chan - Goodbye Days(memorable song..)

Lastly Kpop/KRock

1) CnBlue

2) 2am

3) 2pm

4)Jang geun suk

5) FT. Island

corat coretku....(tiru wawa)

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Manusia jarang menggunakkan akal untuk membuat sesuatu keputusan, sebaliknya menggunakan hati untuk menentukannya....

aku adalah salah seorang daripada manusia2 tersebut...

kita mampu memberi nasihat kepada seseorang, ttp, apabila bencana itu menimpa kepada diri kita sendiri,,,, i can;t handle it.....

conclusion: manusia sering memerlukan satu sama lain...

for example: Hawa diciptakan untuk Adam, Romeo diciptakan untuk Juliet, mumtaz mahal and Shah Jahan...

but one question that yet to be answered....

Fuad diciptakan untuk siapa?????

hahhahahahhahhaa

DRAMA REVIEW TIME!!!

Untuk cuti yang membosankan ni... aku tergerak hati nak buat untuk recommend satu drama korea nak kongsi kat korang suma....

Tajuk nya ialah: RUN MACKEREL RUN

Genre: Komedi ringan2

Personal Review: drama ni memang mencuit hati..walaupun hanya mempunyai 8 episod..

wajah Lee min ho pun masih kelihatan kebudak-budakan..

Overall: aku bagi 3/5 bintang...

Quote

Don't ever give up
if you still want to try,
don't ever wipe your tears
if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer
if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love her

if you can't let "HER" go.

song of the months...

WITHOUT WORD

English Translation	Korean	Romanization
I shouldn’t have done that, I should have pretended not to know like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place I should have run away I should have pretended I wasn’t listening like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place Without a word, you made me know what love is Without a word, you gave me your love Made me fill myself with your every breath Then you ran away Without a word, love leaves me Without a word, love abandons me Wondering what to say next My lips were surprised It came without a word Why does it hurt so much? Why does it hurt continuously? Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before Without a word, you made me know what love is Without a word, you gave me your love Made me fill myself with your every breath Then you ran away Without a word, love leaves me Without a word, love abandons me Wondering what to say next My lips were surprised Without a word, tears starts falling down Without a word, my heart is broken Without a word, I waited for love Without a word, love hurts me I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool and I cry just by looking at the sky Without a word, separation finds me Without a word, the end comes to me It tool my heart by surprised To send you away unexpectedly It came without a word Without a word, love appears Without a word, love vanishes Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars	하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸 안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼 널 아예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐 도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸 듣지도 못하는 척 들을 수 없는 것처럼 아예 네 사랑 듣지 않을걸 말도 없이 사랑을 알게 하고 말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고 숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까 말도 없이 사랑이 나를 떠나 말도 없이 사랑이 나를 버려 무슨말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아 말도 없이 와서 왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지 널 볼수 없다는건 네가 없다는거 말고 모두 예전과 똑같은건데 말도 없이 사랑을 알게 하고 말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고 숨결 하나조차 널 닮게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까 말도 없이 사랑이 나를 떠나 말도 없이 사랑이 나를 버려 무슨말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아 말도 없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도 없이 가슴이 무너져가 말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고 넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고 우니까 말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도없이 이별이 내게와서 준비도 못하고 널 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아 말도없이 와서 말도 없이 왔다가 말도 없이 떠나는 지나간 열병처럼 잠시 아프면 되나봐 작은 흉터만 남게되니까	Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol Deutjido motaneun cheok Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo Ireoke domangganigga Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo Museunmaleul halji damun ibi Honjaseo nollangeot gata Maldo eopsi waseo Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon Nega eopdaneungeo malgo Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo Ireoke domangganigga Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo Museunmaleul halji damun ibi Honjaseo nollangeot gata Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo Haneulman bogo unigga Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun Naemami nollangeot gata Maldo eopsi waseo Maldo eopsi watdaga Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga

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HAPPY BDAY TO NURZAITUL AKMAR....

SMOGA PANJANG UMUR DAN DIMURAHKAN REZEKI..

AMINNNNNNN..............;)

DESIGN

KON2...
untuk entry yg ke brp ntah ni, aku nak ajar korang camne nak design blog korang cantik mengikut citarasa korang sendiri...tak byk la aku dpt bantu...

first step

korang g DESIGN, and then g ke Template Designer....


secondly, lepas korang click template d., korang akan jumpa page mcm kat bawah ni(exp, blog aku)


extra...
kalo korang nak tukar font....,
pegi ke ADVANCE...
and kat sana korang boleh set font

selepas siap, korang mesti CLICK APPLY TO BLOG...

SeKON trima Kasih....

CATERKON

KON2~

Pada hari ni aku bangun pukul 4:00 pagi.... seperti biasa on9, download2 anime...(Tentei Gakuen Q) Apa yang pelik, pada hari ni, aku x tido petang... selalunya aku tdo petang dan bangun jam 10:00 malam..(Dasyat???)

Nak diringkaskan kenapa aku xtdo petang, adalah disebabkan aku menolong emak aku "CaterKON".... kat SMK BANDAR SIBU...wow.... tempat aku besekolah dulu...

Selepas aku mengangkat barang, aku melihat sekitar sekolah, kembali nostaligia lalu... banyak kenangan kat skolah...RINDU GILER kat Sekolah...

Selepas tu, aku ambik Sijil SPM, tersempak dengan pengetua.... (dia ckap dia xkenal aku)

aku pun jawab la, aku pelajar x femes...(hahhahaha)

SEKON TERIMA KASIH

p/s: CaterKon refer to Catering, SeKon refer to Sekian